Friday, April 15, 2005

Sitting. Waiting. Wishing.

Sitting. Waiting. Wishing.

For a recap summary of my week, i went to apply at nafa and ite should i have no place to study in. Has been quite a borrinnngg week for me, eversince i've been dormant from working. The manager asked me if i was coming back, have not replied her since then. Nowadays my circle of friends have started to shrink, only going with my closer pals. Friends of similar interests and same situations as me. Well, having 1 close friend is better then a thousand aquaintances. Also, i saw that maia and slyvester together yesterday at changi village around 11+ , news about them is that they have recently broken up, but apparently i saw them locking hands with each other acting lovey dovey, hmmm.. trying to wear cap low and go some "ulu" place to avoid being seen rightttt....well, their tatoos were a little too obvious, but anyway i didnt pay much attention to them, i know people like them need their privacy so i left quietly...

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Friday, April 08, 2005

Dilemma.

Dilemma.

Sorry guys for the lack of updates, i've been going through some ups and downs lately. Have not decided on which route to go yet and time seems to against me. It's true, i'm in a dilemma right now and it looks as though i'm at the dead end. haiii, looks like things are not going right this time, life's not a bed of roses for me anymore, it never was. My overconfidence and lack of drive has led me to grave consequences and now... i'm paying for it. It's gonna be half a year soon and i hope to find a institution to study in or else i'll be having a "holiday" for a year. Man, if others can do it, why can i? WHY? Well, not point crying over spilled milk, whats done is done, the harder that I try to do the more it backfires on me. I'll just rest my head and go to sleep maybe one day when i wake up this will all just be a dream.

posted by siyuan @ 1:48 AM 0 comments