Sunday, March 26, 2006

The first cut is the deepest

Today as i was washing the dishes, since i have no maid now i have became like a domestic house husband, ironing clothes, mopping the floor, cooking and such... anyway, as i was washing the dishes, my hand was filled with soap and i accidentilly dropped my mum's favourite expensive bowl. She didn't take out the bowl for 10 years as she was afraid of breaking it, today was the first day she used it and i broke it. Hwhahahhaha. The sound of its glass breaking was unbearable and it shattered into infinite tiny pieces in a couple of seconds, at that moment my mind went blank in a state of shock. As i raised my hand, i saw a tiny incision on my middle finger as though it had been perfectly sliced by a doctor, soon blood started gushing out of my wound and my hand was stained red. My mum started running to the kitchen and looked at the mess i had created. The first words that came out of her mouth " My bowl !!! Why are you so careless, i can't trust you in anything! " this was when i was bleeding profusely, as she cleaned the place, i waited for my plaster long enough which she applied antiseptic for me only finding out it was already expired after that. haii, i guess it's all in a day's work.

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Sunday, March 19, 2006

I Drive Myself Crazy

So near yet so far, so many things happening around me, yet i can't seem to explain these feelings i constantly get. I'm really lost for words, i don't know what to do, mixed feelings all around me, like sharp knives piercing into my heart, so lonely inside but so busy out there. I guess i just need someone who really cares.

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Friday, March 03, 2006

One Night Stand

Now it seems that my one week break is coming to an end and school's gonna re-open soon. Well, its not really a bad thing for me as i haven't been doing much during the break other then slacking and lazying around the house. I'm going crazy, being at home for several days without going out can be a torture soemtimes. However, due to some last minute outing by my primary school mate's birthday party, i was compelled to go. It's also really cool that some of your friends are already driving and they like can pick you up and send you home, feels rather wierd at the same time. Also, below are some of the activities that took place during the party.








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Thursday, March 02, 2006

Bizzare Love Triangle 

i feel fine, and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
Well, I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
Then we'll never see just what we're meant to be

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