Bittersweet.: March 2007

Please Don't Tell Me How the Story Ends

Hi all, im at aus now and its currently 3am. Well, travelling alone was something new to me and today i was getting familar with the system and shopping around. Everything here is expensive so i can't afford to buy much. So far it's been good, went down to the train station to meet my sis where we took a tram to her apartment. Okay see the pictures, i'll talk less.

Taking the bus to train station.

My "room"

we had breakfast

This meal costs AUS$15

Streets of Melbourne

Chilling in the city

Homecooked dinner

Supper.

Lose Faith in the Truth

I'm back but not for long as i'll be flying off today to Australia for 3/12 weeks to travel and sightsee around Melbourne while i'll be staying at my sis's place, i'm gonna be travelling alone, i guess i need the time to reflect, ponder and let go of all stress that's inside of me, it's not over yet but hopefully i'll feel better, no one can predict the future. I feel like being dead then anything else now but no, i wont. I would also like to give a big shoutout to all my friends and classmates who makes life a little more livable. Firstly, to my classmates, JEREMY, RAYMOND, JEANN, JOCE, SUTHEP, FIONA, EARL, DON and CHERIE. To other's like JIEEEHUI, SHAO, THAD, FUDA, AMOS, JOEL, JOSES, BENNY, EDMOND. I just want to let you guys know that if you don't, i appreciate everything even if it's just a 5 min msn chat or something. Ok sorry to those who's name is not included.... You're probably not important enough.

Passenger Name(s): MR TAN SIYUAN
E-Ticket Number: 6182109266896
You are confirmed on the following flight(s):- Flight No. : SQ227 Aircraft : B747-400 From : Singapore(SIN)
To : Melbourne(MEL)
Date : 27 March 2007 Departure : 21:00


Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity 
To seize everything you ever wanted, one moment 
Would you capture it, or just let it slip?

We Are Different But We Are The Same

Being different is something that people strive for, its only a matter of to what extend you are willing to go to but when someone gets the guts to do it, they are made fun of. Piercings, dyed hair, flashy clothes, independent minds and daring personalities are all shut down by people. People are labeled as being weird, freaks, people with problems and issues. Its pathetic. I'm not saying that we should be loose with our morals, i'm saying we should accept each person for who they are and what they want to be.

My Own Worst Enemy

Sorry guys for the lack updates as i have been busy TRYING to do my assessments. It's 1 week before my deadline and it's always hectic for the last lap of the race. So just wanna let you guys know before you think i've died or something. Sometimes i wish everything would go well, you put your effort into something but it goes to waste, do you give up? do you lay around hoping it will get better? It's like chasing a girl you like, you wouldn't give up that easily.... but that's another matter.... right?

I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands

I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned

I believe you’re most attractive features are your heart and soul.

I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair

I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

Some Chances Are Worth Taking

A few days ago as i was making my way back from bugis, i was stopped by a middle age man. One look and i knew he was asking for donations, it's not very hard to tell, anyway i stopped to listen to what he had to say which he opened his file to elaborate when I enquired. I readily donated $2 upon request. Why? The answer is simple, the man was actually an ex convict and he is now selling pens as a source of income through an organisation. I believe in not only second chances but more, life is sometimes unfair, we may not even get a second chance, so please treasure the things you have before it turns into regret. People who have been through alot will understand, everyone deserves a chance.

This pen doesn't cost $2 but it's the contribution that means alot

Two Can Play The Same Game

Alright, school for me was back to normal. Assessments are approaching soon and i'm always lagging behind the rest. It's time to wake up! On Wed, Jeremy, Joce and Jeanne stayed behind after class to play this card game called In Between. Damn class gamblers, it was unfortunate that joce lost $10 but it's all in the name of the game. Stayed back to work on my work after that and could have went home earlier if not for those 2 girls constantly playing around school which we left school only at 10.30pm. I guess this changes my sister's impression about my friends now right. lol.

The gamblers, EXCEPT me.