Monday, April 23, 2007

Your Forevers Don't Last Very Long

Just as i was getting used to living here, i'll be leaving this country in less then 12 hours. Along this journey, friendships have been forged and lessons have been learnt and i've been through ALOT here. Most people i know, fear of being alone, they see it as a sign of weakness and need their friends, thinking people might talk behind them or feeling embarrassed. i felt that way initially but after a while being alone made me more independant, sometimes i test myself to see how far am i willing to go, i learn to make my own decisions and think for myself. I used to depend alot on my friends but seriously, how many true friends are there. I know there are not much people reading this blog but if you are, ask yourself this, have you been a true friend to someone? Would you be there when someone needed you the most? Sometimes when i call a friend out for dinner or for help, everyone says they're busy or don't know the answer. Come on, if something was important, you would make time for it. I don't want to give names cause most of us humans are naturally self centered, but if you ever needed my help in future, i'll give you back the exact words you gave me and i'll let you die.








Fire display


View from ferris wheel


3.52 am


Do you know why its blue? Hint:Drugs


We stole a trolly from the supermarket and ran for our lives.


Grinding in public is the new trend.


This brings back memories of my younger days...


If you can't jump over this barrier, you're not welcomed here.


I was bored 1 day and decided to climb out of the window to explore, this is true.


Brian.


Me.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

When All Is Said And Done

So what can i say, 2 weeks left to go. Everyday is a new day but the same feeling for me. Things might have been different for what that has happened but i'm growing everyday to be stronger. You guys must be wondering whats wrong with me but in all honesty i don't even know myself to begin. All i can say is i'm not proud of my past and if i were to tell you all of it, this post would never end, you guys probably despise me now huh . Sorry if i don't write "sweet things" all the time because this is my blog and i write about my life and my feelings. If i were to tell you how happy i am or how fun i've been enjoying myself like most blogs do then i'm not doing myself justice.





Dinner with JASSSSS


It's morphing time!


Suicidegirls.com fhooo shureeee


Comedy Festivallllllll


Meat lovers pizzaaaaaaa, yea we're animals.


Indian FOOODDDDDDD


Funfairrrrrrr


Movieeeeeee Timeeeeeee


Got a better straightener, 210 degrees, pretty rad. Envy me now biatches!

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Everybody Loves You When You're Dead

Everytime i think of something negative or suicidal, i give myself another reason to make myself stronger. Independent. Liberated. Resolute. Whatever it is, i got to face my inner demons and fight it out myself. This will either make or break me. Only time can tell....

Damn paparazzi





Breakfast


Watching trams go by at midnight


Casino royale


zZzZz


Virgin attempt at cooking, Chilli garlic ginger chicken


This is Brian playing a part of Lamb Of God - Laid to rest, almost as good as me.